My head is always in a jumble. Just right when I think I have control. I lose it completely. I've been staying creative and inspired as much as possible when my hands aren't with flowers. Music helps a ton. Quietness and nature do too.
It calms my nerves from exploding. It's hard to figure things out when you don't know where you're going. You think at times doing your best is all you can do. Other times you spite yourself. You tell yourself that you aren't good enough. Continuously setting yourself up for failure. That success SHOULD be simple. But it's not. You do what you can. Yet you still don't know. But you keep doing just that. Going. Dreaming. Doing.
It calms my nerves from exploding. It's hard to figure things out when you don't know where you're going. You think at times doing your best is all you can do. Other times you spite yourself. You tell yourself that you aren't good enough. Continuously setting yourself up for failure. That success SHOULD be simple. But it's not. You do what you can. Yet you still don't know. But you keep doing just that. Going. Dreaming. Doing.
Visually, here is my head exploding a lot + my dreams + what I've been doing/looking at lately
In some weird way, these photos embody me and my life. Family. Friends. The past, present and future. Death. Life. Living, staying alive. It's all here. Now, to curate my imagination to life in a more cohesive manner. That, I need to work on.
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